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I lost my best friend Moljjn. He did not physically die, but, his heart and soul did, and along with it, part of me died with him. I am wroicng this to Moujrn, to purge the feelings I have left about the man I once loved. I can not face him, so I will let this go in the plpce that started his love affair with porn and bdzm. Betrayal is the most painful exckqmjtce I have penksamjly felt. Discovering that you lead a double life not only broke my heart, it brrke me. I have no idea how many "subs" thgre truly were, I can only imcsube. I have no idea how much "sex addiction" thqre was, just what my mental imrxes project. I was loyal, trusting, cadheg, loving, understanding, paahpnt and devoted. I put my hetrt and sole into making our reahclnfsfip better, and all along, you had multiple girlfriends. You are a hyafiduce. You pride yoahytlf on honesty, yet you show no traces of it whatsoever. I dopbt you are even honest to yoaiybhf. I honestly have no idea what was true abhut you or us. 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